July 2010
1 post
Wow. It’s been almost two months since I wrote on tumblr. You can say I have been really busy with life itself. So many drama, problems, issues & everything in between to take care of. I’m so glad that I have resolved majority of those things. As of right now, it is summer break & I am enjoying every second of it. I am hanging out with friends. Patching relationships that need...
May 2010
2 posts
Such a week for communications! It hasn’t stopped yet. You might like to ignore responsibilities and have some fun time, but realities may demand that you tend to business and forget your friends for the moment. Issues are still high and you’re still in a go go go mood.
Today's Horoscop:
Make a point of not allowing others to ruin your plans today, because there will be certain individuals that won’t like what you are doing. Your priority needs to be your more significant relationships in this instance, so don’t let anyone sway your decisions. Now may be a good time to make a high end purchase like a new car.
March 2010
5 posts
i like this quote
“We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn’t give us the license to own a person. This is what love means…sacrifice… After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t...
Today is not my day at all. I woke up at 6AM. And I knew I shouldn’t have went back to sleep due to the fact that I start work at 8 and I know i’ll fall asleep for 2 hours and be late. I did it anyways. I woke up at 8:30AM. Late for work. FML! I took my time. Brushed my teeth and got dressed. Sped through traffic and realized I forgot my cellular device. UGH! I arrived at my...
14921.) People say I'm too good for you. That i...
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February 2010
30 posts
i wish he could say...
Why does she stay? She hates that we don’t spend much time, we barely see each other at all. And I don’t know why she’s still here, she could have any man she wants. All that things That I should do for her that I just don’t…just don’t…And I realize, i’m so unworthy of her. Why does she stay? Why does she stay with me?
As I can recall, last night I had a different dream. I was running towards home which was near a gas station. While running, I get a phone call from my grandpa. He tells me something and I said ok. Once I arrived at home, my mom tells me that my grandpa is going to be coming and I should wait near the alley. I walked passed the gas station and see him. He says that he has something for me, I...
I don't like odd numbers.
“don’t worry, we have the rest of our lives together.” -baby
“A guy out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your...”
– Nicholas Sparks
My mother thinks it’s okay to go through my private things. I’m really pissed off right now. I went running to release my frusturation but one hour of running is not enough. Therefore I might go running again. Really, how does one person go through another persons’ things without permission? The things she has looked at were for me only and she ruined it. ::PISSED:: Anyways, this...
Right when I start & finish this post…i’m going to take a nap. Well, today went smoothly. I woke up to my friend’s text message & that meant I had to wake up and meet her. Sooo early though, she wanted to meet at 9:00AM. Understandable. Well, she picked me up and we were off to Mimi’s Cafe in the OC. We had breakfast and the waitress was plain ol’ rude. She...
Yesterday afternoon I was at my Love’s house and I was talking to him about my problems. I stopped for a minute and realized what I was doing wrong…telling him my problems. I made an agreement that I wouldn’t complain as much to him anymore. He has enough problems to deal with and I shouldn’t complain about every little thing. Like the people who use to be my...
“Pooh - “This is the best part of the day.” Christopher Robin -...”
Happy Chinese New Year (GUNG HAY FAT CHOY)!! …& Happy Valentines Day!! On Saturday, which was a couple of hours ago me & my family celebrated Chinese New Year. It was really fun due to the fact that being with family is always best. The women in the family were talking about problems that can occur in a relationship. That really interested me because I wanted to hear what they would...
Lately, I haven’t had much to write about. Nothing new or exciting. The only thing that has been on my mind is my love. Ever since I could remember he’s been taking real good care of me & I want to change that. I want to show him how much he means to me by taking care of him! That’s the only thing I have. Today my family and I are celebrating Chinese New Year at my...
[[This is the blog i’ve been looking for & I have found it!!]]
I’ve heard about this thing called “playing hard to get,” but I never understood it. Why on earth would I want to lie to someone and try to convince them that I’m so important I don’t have time for them? Why would I attempt to mislead someone? What possible gain is there in missing a great...
My Type Love,
I want a love where he finishes my sentences type love. The type of love where he can point out my favorite stars type love. Smiles when he sees things that remind him of me type love. Or how he doesn’t let anyone pluck his eyebrows but me type love. I want a love where he says he never knew love until he met me type love. When he buys a drink and gets only one straw ‘cuz he wants to...
Sad to say…but i’m happy the weekend is OVER with. It was the worst weekend ever! Due to the fact that everyone was attacking me. The only thing I wanted to do was run. I ran on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Sunday happened to be the best because I ran for 2 whole hours. Its like they say, its the little things that add up. But everything changed when my love took me out Sunday night....
“And if you’re lost I’m gonna find you ‘Cause without you I’ll break down and cry And you know why I wanna surround you With all my love <3”
I fell asleep while texting him, woke up at 3AM texting him back, even though he would be asleep. He took me out for a couple of hours last night. I felt soo bad because my energy started dying out. soo embarassing! I woke up and my friends started texting me. Kenny motivated me by telling me to get up. It was hard to get out of my comfy warm bed to go running out in the cold but I did it anyways....
I wanted to apply for a job and they need my resume. Apparently, my resume is on the other computer which isn’t working at the moment :[
as we got our 2 cups of ice water…he said, “don’t you ever noticed that water comes in pairs”
shop-a-holic
Today turned out to be one of the best days out of the whole week. [Thanks to my best brother kenny]. I wanted to go out and that’s what he did. He took me to the Del Amo Fashion Center and we had fun. It was soo much fun due to the fact that it was Kenny i was with & he actually wanted to go shopping. [It’s hard finding a guy who can tolerate shopping]. But anyways, he needed my...
“There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will. So don’t worry about the people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future”
Today I had an appointment with my counselor at school at 3 o’ clock. I arrived half an hour early and sit down, waiting in front of her office. This boy (not really a boy, i just call all guys who are not really guys…boys) went to the drinking fountain and came over and sat across from me. omg…he is starring! >=[ but whatever, he started to talk to me and I didn’t...
[i have a BIG headace right now] i want to go to sleep. i wish my love would come race over. i want yogurtland. i want jamba juice. i want new shirts. i want a better job. i want to transfer already. i want hugs. i want kisses. i want him to love me love me. i want a new phone. i want to get a haircut. i want a new car. i want to watch dear john. i want! i want! i want! but what do i need??
my mind is currently blank at the moment. i guess it’s a overwhelmed by too much thinking this weekend. [kind of like a sugar rush] im stuck against time thinking what to do. i have a headache & i miss my love. oh no…its only monday also.
stronger than ever
What am i doing? Why do i insist on talking to people who don’t give a shit about me? I guess its a comfort thing…you’re so use to talking to the usual people that its hard to break that habit. I’m getting fed up with these people. Tomorrow is February 1, 2010, it will be the end of my friendships to them. From now on, i’m not going to tolerate it. Last night, my...
January 2010
22 posts
a you had to be there moment...
me & my love just came back from The Natural History Museum in Los Angeles and we were having dinner at Plaza Mexico. while waiting for our food to be prepared, we were discussing about how the membership cost $600 to join. he was saying it cost that much because they use that money to buy gems and minerals that we seen. i asked him…so, if you found a jewel and they gave you $1,000,...
I can't say how much I appreciate my REAL, TRUE...
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Friends Turning into Enemies
This has been a very LONG week due to the fact that I’ve been betrayed!! Betrayed by the people I use to call my “friends.” I DO NOT know why I kept you guys for soo long?? And to think you guys were the ones who called me immature. LOOK AT YOU GUYS!!! You guys are fucking ridiculous. You know what, as of right now…I REGRET EVERYTHING THAT I’VE DONE FOR YOU GUYS!! I use to think if I put my...
You're the one I look forward to see everyday.
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Some people shouldn't drive period.
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“The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and...
