Wow. It’s been almost two months since I wrote on tumblr. You can say I have been really busy with life itself. So many drama, problems, issues & everything in between to take care of. I’m so glad that I have resolved majority of those things. As of right now, it is summer break & I am enjoying every second of it. I am hanging out with friends. Patching relationships that need mending. I’m taking care of everything piece by piece. I have completed 80% of my summer to do list. A couple of things I want to do before it ends. Hopefully I get those things done soon. Well, got to get back to life.
life as it is
Such a week for communications! It hasn’t stopped yet. You might like to ignore responsibilities and have some fun time, but realities may demand that you tend to business and forget your friends for the moment. Issues are still high and you’re still in a go go go mood.
Today’s Horoscop:
Make a point of not allowing others to ruin your plans today, because there will be certain individuals that won’t like what you are doing. Your priority needs to be your more significant relationships in this instance, so don’t let anyone sway your decisions. Now may be a good time to make a high end purchase like a new car.
i like this quote
“We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn’t give us the license to own a person. This is what love means…sacrifice… After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure…that you really are strong, and you really do have worth…And you learn and learn and learn …With every goodbye you learn.”
(via fuckyeahhappy)
Today is not my day at all. I woke up at 6AM. And I knew I shouldn’t have went back to sleep due to the fact that I start work at 8 and I know i’ll fall asleep for 2 hours and be late. I did it anyways. I woke up at 8:30AM. Late for work. FML! I took my time. Brushed my teeth and got dressed. Sped through traffic and realized I forgot my cellular device. UGH! I arrived at my destination. I walked towards the entrance and started knocking. No one in sight until 5 min later. The janitor sees me but passes me by. WTF! Still knocking. Once again, he passes by and he doesn’t tell anyone i’m at the door. OMGGGGGG! Until I walk back to the car, ready to leave until I go back for a 3rd time and started knocking. FINALLY! Someone sees me and opens the door. OMG! Someone really wants to piss me off!
(via fuckyeahhappy)
i wish he could say…
Why does she stay? She hates that we don’t spend much time, we barely see each other at all. And I don’t know why she’s still here, she could have any man she wants. All that things That I should do for her that I just don’t…just don’t…And I realize, i’m so unworthy of her. Why does she stay? Why does she stay with me?
As I can recall, last night I had a different dream. I was running towards home which was near a gas station. While running, I get a phone call from my grandpa. He tells me something and I said ok. Once I arrived at home, my mom tells me that my grandpa is going to be coming and I should wait near the alley. I walked passed the gas station and see him. He says that he has something for me, I question him what is it? He hands me a piece of paper with a bunch of numbers. And he hugs me and gives me lots of kisses. I wanted to break down right then and there. He drives off and I get into my car. This guy hops into my car and I fight him off and he tries to steal my paper but I fight hard not for him to have it. It takes a while but he leaves without the paper and I immediately speed pass him. Everyone is after me and my piece of paper with numbers on it. I drive faster and faster til suddenly I wake up. -_-
